I don’t get to see you everyday.
Infact, I don’t get to see you as often as I’d like.
But this isn’t about me. This is about you.
It’s about how much I miss you.
I miss you in the morning – because your chirpiness matched mine.
I missed you when I wore my best dress – because you never failed to notice. You made dressing up feel worth it, because you noticed.
I miss you when I feel like going to work in my pajamas – actually I miss all the teasing about being a total bum!
I miss you when I am out. Because places remind me of you. Because Id rather see all this with you once again then be mesmerised alone.
I miss you when I read – because though you were allergic to books, I could read to you. And you would listen to me in awe.
I miss you when I eat – Our tastebuds an absolute match!
I miss you when I cook – because experimenting new things was what we did best.
I miss you when I sleep – Because you never failed to find some silly story for me (At the expense of having your own sleep driven away)
But most of all Best Friend,
I miss you when I’m Happy – because Happiness shared is Happiness doubled. Because only you can jump in joy 10 times and give me countless hugs. Because you know that happiness deserves cupcakes and cocktails, little happy notes and shopping dates. Because you spoilt me even when i Didn’t deserve it.
and I miss you when Im sad – because that’s when I need you the most. Because god dammit- you were this strength that is quite hard to find. Because you understood the sadness. And you always – I repeat ALWAYS made things better.
I miss you friend. For alot more reasons than I can write about.
I miss you for the little silly thing you are. Because its that silliness that i miss. Because only Best friends buy imaginary beach houses and Play XO on beaches under the moon.
I miss you best friend.
Alot more than you’ll ever know..
x x x